*sigh*

Hey guys, shesh its been ages since my last post and my last chapter update *cries*

Well here's my explaination: You know a while back I had those internet troubles? Well they decided to happen again, on certain websites whenever I logged onto it or opened the page it would just disconnect, it was something about my security that was preventing me getting on, it happened on blogger, facebook, livejournal, google (I know), fanfic.net and a bunch of others I go on and I thought it was just a virus or something doing it to my computer because they are regular website that I visit. So I rang the internet provider helpline and this guy talked to me and I explained the problem and he said he would ring me back to organise a time when someone could come out and take a look seeing as I had no idea how to do anything (is not a computer geek). He didn't ring back for another week and a half so I rang back and they finally organised this meeting thingy, so the guy came and found out that it was because someone had put those websites in a folder where all the blocked websites go in.

So thankfully he sorted that out for me but then he found that I'd gotten a big virus that was making my computer run slower than it should and was disabling my security (which was how all those sites got into that folder cos the virus did it --) and unluckily it was one of those big ones that you have to wipe your hardrive to get rid of... so as you can guess I lost everything, well no the guy managed to save a bunch of the stuff in 'my documents' but my stories aren't in there, they're in a folder hidden deep in the systems bit so that none of the other members of my family can find/read them so they were lost. And during the summer I'd been writing several stories for Vampire Knight to upload all at the same time as an apology for taking so long. So since then I've been re-writing the next chapter and trying to restart some of the others, I've nearly finished the latest chapter it just needs a bit of tweeking here and there from where I've checked things in the other chapters, so it SHOULD be up some time next week.... I hope.

If you read all that then WELL DONE! and I'm very truly very sorry!

Header

I managed to get my header finished for my blog XD I'm not done with the entire layout yet but its getting there XD

I know it won't be as awesome as Blackened-wing's blog layouts though XD

Anyway I went to a manga recon last night, it was so much fun! I cosplayed as Yuuki which was awesome as it was my first time cosplaying XD another person went as Kain too!

I made my day class jacket myself instead of buying a cosplay outfit, I 'borrowed' my mothers old jacket which she hasnt worn for ages and sew a load of thin white ribbon onto it XD
I've got to remember to make a proper artemis next time, i just took a grey wooden pole with me... it didn't particularly look like artemis though :/ Will fix that!
I'll show you pictures when I get them uploaded XD

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Wow its been over a month already since my last post, I do apologize for the lack of posting but its that time of the year (examinations) I have started the next chapter but finding time between revision, work and having a social life its kinda hard, at least after next week I'll have finished exams and won't have school until september, yay, I'll still have to earn money though but I'll still have time to write XD
Another point to make, if any of you like Twilight, books and film, the New Moon trailer came out last night and being an obsessed fan I love it! Especially because hotty Taylor Lautner is in it more in this film Woo!
Anyway just a quick post to tell you I'm still alive!

Chapter Five Complete!!!!

YAY! I finally uploaded up, are you proud of me? And I meant 'chapter five finishing touches' in my last post lol, typo.

Please if you do not like Yaoi/ slash please do not read this.

chapter five is here

Please enjoy!

Chapter Four finishing touches

Ok ok I know I said I'd be finished with it... months ago but being unable to keep deadlines is one of my quirks *sigh* I do hate it. But after I finally get a holiday (the easter holiday yay chocolate) I finally got around to finishing the chapter *bounces* so after I've reread it and checks for mistakes I shall be able to upload it. Thank you to those of you who read my story and have been sending in lovely reviews, they give me drive to keep going XD.

Right I absolutely promise this time that I shall have the chapter up before wednesday :D.

*sigh*

Okay so I fail completely at writing lately, I have been trying to write honest but my muse seems to have disappeared but usually when this happens it comes back in full force and I WILL get it done, I will I will I will!!!!

But I have been writing another little fic ;) it might be another long one or just a one-shot, I haven't decided yet, I'll see what you guys think when I post it :D But actually I only just got my internet back today :/ its been playing up like mad and haven't been able to get online much apart from when I borrow a friends computer. *glares at internet modem*

So I shall go back to making more regular updates for you all :)

4 days

Its only four days until the next chapter of Vampire Knight is released :D I'm really excited, mainly because we get to see what happens with Kaname and Yuuki next and what happens to poor Zero . I'm curious to see what Sara does too, especially because last we saw was her with Takuma's unconsious body... *shiver*

Also I'm sooooo sorry about taking forever with chapter 5 of my fic, i've been so busy all week i've just had no time or energy to sit down and write at all, I did manage to get a few pages written but that's all, it should ease of next week though and I should get the chapter finished... hopefully, I hope you can all forgive my slowness, I am trying I promise.

In other news I'm photomanipping/ colouring a picture of Kaname and Zero for my blog instead of just having the words 'Into the Twilight' written up there ^ :D so that's something to look forward too as well XD